five people living in my three bedroom apartment…..FIVE
im missing a part of myself, or will be painfully……
i haven’t done figure drawing in many many months and my figure drawings from last year looked so much better than they do now because of not practicing from life
THE WORST FEELING
i don’t know what im waiting for exactly but the record for the past 4 years is that usually at least one Kind Of Sort Of Really Bad Thing happens to me during finals week……i wonder what it will be this time…i hope nothing.
the old stories are funny to me now though! i’ll tell you the one about the makeup kit, the animation project with the flowers and the angry team, the econ test and the too much to drink on an empty stomach week.of 2011…it is actually funny, i swear. sad but funny.
Hearing about Boston is extremely upsetting :(((( I mean I just realized how many runners I know who do Richmond marathon and other runs and I just…can’t even imagine.
meh grad announcements came in the mail yay! the announcement part is the usual formal blah blah and the photo is of me being happy in florence. b/w because i hate color apparently.
I don’t smoke but because I did try it once in the beginning of college, the occasional craving for a cigarette does exist in the back of my mind. Like a craving for chocolate or some other sort of treat…like ‘uh I could go for that about now, yeah’
not something I let myself indulge in though because I do find smoking…rather gross in principle.